Who Moved? Me or God? |
The Eternal Faithfulness of God |
by David A. DePra |
There was a sign outside on the church marque which said, "If |
you don't feel as close to God as you used to, who moved?" This |
holds a great thought. It merits much meditation and serious |
discussion. |
Most Christians picture a God who sits in heaven, reacting to |
everything they do. When we sin, God withdraws. When we obey, |
He draws near. If we fail, He gets mad. If we obey, He gets happy. |
In effect, most of us have a God whose attitude and intentions |
towards us depends on what we do. |
This brings us back to the marque. It asked, "If you don't feel as |
close to God as you used to, then who moved?" Many of us would |
answer, "God." And then we'd add, "He distances Himself from me |
because of my sins and failures." |
Sin is Withdrawal from God |
The Truth is, God never moves. In fact, there is nothing we can |
do to make Him move away from us, or change His heart towards |
us. We cannot sin, refuse to believe, or obey. No matter what we |
do, when all of it is done, God is still there where He was when we |
started. |
So what does this mean? That sin doesn't matter? That I can |
sin that grace might abound? |
Notice how often that same question comes up when you talk |
about God's grace and eternal love for us. That alone should tell |
us something about the Truth of the gospel. |
The answer is that sin certainly does matter. The fact that God |
doesn't move away from us because of sin is NOT because sin is |
irrelavent. It is because sin is forgiven and dealt with in Christ. |
Sin matters. But not because it causes God to withdraw from us. |
Sin matters because through sin WE withdraw from God. That is, |
when all is said and done, what sin IS. It is withdrawal from God to |
my own will. Thus, we see WHO moved. We did. Not God. |
Now, this is so important for us to see. So many of us think that |
God withdraws from us every time we sin. But actually, sin is OUR |
withdrawal from God! What else could sin and unbelief be? It is |
choosing our will instead of God's. |
There are, of course, varying depths of sin. All of it is sin, and |
all of it, outside of Christ, is of death. But there are more serious |
sins than others. The Bible says so. |
For example, all of us live in a fleshly body which is subject to the |
fallen creation. Everyday we must seek to yield our members to |
God, and to refuse to yield them to sin. Sometime we fail. We want |
to do right, but cannot. Our flesh simply will not behave. |
Now it is not really a withdrawal from God to want to do good but |
not be able. (see Romans 7) But such a thing can and does bring |
a corruptive element of the flesh. Thus, we must keep ourselves |
open and exposed to God. We must embrace the fact that we are |
forgiven and continually cleansed by the Blood. |
There are, however, worse sins a Christian can commit. These |
are not sins of weakness or normal failure. They are sins of |
unbelief. These are the times when we launch off in our own will, |
despite the fact that we know better, or could know better. Such sin |
does damage to our relationship to God. It hurts our fellowship |
with Him. |
Now note: WE do the damage. Not God. We withdraw through |
sin. Not God. Any damage that is done to our relationship with God |
through sin is OUR doing. God hasn't moved. We did. |
Confession and Forgiveness |
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, |
and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. (I John 1:9) |
This brings us to the matter of confession of sin. Many Christians |
interpret the above verse to mean that when they sin, God will not |
forgive them UNTIL they confess that sin to Him. In other words, |
UNTIL we confess, we are actually UNforgiven. God is withdrawn |
from us and will not return to us until we confess our sin. |
This is not the meaning. When I sin, God does NOT withhold |
forgiveness until I confess. How could He? He has already |
forgiven all sin in Christ. It is finished. God cannot turn around and |
deny the sacrifice of His own Son by saying, "Jesus really didn't |
die for all sin. He died only for confessed sin. Until a sin is |
confessed, it is UNforgiven." |
To some of us, that might sound right. But is cannot be right. |
Why? Because it makes God's forgiveness of us dependent, not |
upon Jesus Christ, but upon US -- upon our faith, obedience, or |
confession. And this cannot be so. |
There are other reasons this cannot be the Truth. For instance, if |
God will not forgive me UNTIL I confess, then UNTIL I confess, then |
I am -- what? Unforgiven. Right? Sure. But if I am unforgiven, then |
I'm lost. That makes me a Christian, saved by the grace of God, |
but who is presently LOST -- because he has an unconfessed sin |
on his record. |
What happens if I DIE in that condition? What happens if, two |
seconds after I sin, I drop dead? I did not get a chance to confess. |
Am I lost? |
If I am unforgiven by God until I confess I am. And if I say, "Well, |
God would know my heart and forgive me," then I am actually |
admitting that there is much more to this Truth than the religious |
routine of confessing to get forgiven. I'm showing that I know God's |
forgiveness is not dependent upon me, but upon Christ. |
So what are we saying? That we don't have to confess sin? |
No. The Truth comes back to the marque. When we sin, WE move |
away from God. We allow something into our lives and hearts |
which damages our relationship with God. So it is not God who |
has to come back to the relationship. It is US. And confession is |
how we do it. Our confession is our move back towards God, |
and our embracing of the forgiveness which God has always had |
for us. Confession is therefore essential. We have to confess sin! |
Now we can see the purpose of confession. It is not in order to |
qualify for God's forgiveness. It is to embrace God's forgiveness. |
God never moved. He was always standing there with forgiveness |
in place through Christ -- from the foundation of the world. But I |
moved away from Him. Thus, my confession is merely my return to |
God, and my embracement of what God has always had for me in |
Christ. |
The verse from I John means, as to it's intent, "If we confess our |
sins, we will find that He is faithful and just to have forgiven our sins, |
and to have cleansed us from all unrighteousness in Jesus Christ. |
In Christ, God's forgiving work is finished. Confess your need and |
embrace it. Return to God." |
God Seeks Us |
I damage my relationship with God when I take my sin and put |
it between myself and God -- and then blame God for putting it |
there. This is unbelief. I must return to the Truth: God has never |
moved. I did. |
Actually, if we want to know what God does when we sin, we |
need only remember what God did when Adam sinned. He sought |
out Adam. He sought him out so that He could redeem him. That's |
a far cry from withdrawal. |
When we sin, God does seek us out. He seeks us out through |
conviction, chastisement, and sometimes through the kindness |
which leads to repentance. But God never forsakes us. He never |
moves. He is eternally faithful and true. * |