The Reason We Don't
Believe |
The Victory of Christ is ours. But why don't we believe it? |
by David A. DePra |
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The average Christian will probably be able to quote to |
you book and
verse as to why they believe they are forgiven |
in Jesus Christ.
They will say they believe the Bible when |
it tells us that
we have unhindered access to God through |
Jesus Christ. Yet
when it comes to practicing these great Truths |
many of us are
dismal failures. We abide under crushing |
condemnation. We
live in doubt and unbelief. Many of us |
fear that God
isn't really there. And we can't seem to shake |
these terrible
feelings. |
Have you ever actually analysed what it is that motivates |
you to feel like
God has abandoned you? Have you ever said |
to yourself,
"Why do I feel as if there is something between |
myself and God --
something which is keeping me from freedom |
in Christ?"
If you would put such questions before the Lord, |
the answer might
shock you. It might be an answer that you |
never suspected,
yet which was right in front of you the whole |
time. |
The number one reason we believe there is something |
between ourselves
and God is -- yep -- our sin. The common |
routine goes like
this: We fail. We sin. Then we feel guilty and |
condemned. Then
we confess our sin to God and beg for His |
forgiveness.
Then, as if to appease our guilt, we usually |
linger under the
guilt to "prove" to God we are "really sorry," or |
perhaps we try to
solve the problem by promising God that we |
will do better
the next time. But this is not the end of the routine. The |
next time we
don't do better. We fail again. And since there is |
nothing we can
say to God or promise to God which we haven't |
said before, our
words begin to sound quite hollow. In time, |
there may come a
tremendous gulf we sense between ourselves |
and God. We are
helpless in our sin and we know it. And |
we believe that
our sin stands between us and God. |
Of course we don't really believe our sin is between us and |
God. At least we
don't believe it doctrinally. But in practice, |
heaven seems like
brass. When we pray, we don't sense |
any fellowship.
We have lost our confidence. Our works, |
performance, and
reactions in life may have been so terrible that |
we cannot get by
them, and the guilt they produce, into the |
peace and rest we
want to have in Jesus Christ. |
This kind of spiritual situation is not fun. It can describe a |
condition in
which a Christian lives and moves in for years at a time. |
It can be a
terrifying condition of confusion, fear, condemnation, |
and unrest. We
sin, we confess, we pray, we promise. And then |
we sin again. And
over and over again, we see our sin as a |
unbreachable gulf
between ourselves and God. |
Can we possibly see what we are doing here? Yes, perhaps |
we are sinning.
We are not peforming like we think a Christian |
should perform.
But then what are we doing with our sin? Well, |
we are putting it
between us and God. |
Get that. WE -- US -- ME -- I am putting my sin between myself |
and God. I am
looking at MY performance, evaluating my |
works, and having
seen that I fall short of God's glory, I am |
putting my
failure between myself and God. |
When we practice this routine, we don't think it is WE who |
are putting our
sin between us and God. No. We think it is God |
who is putting our sin between us
and Him. Somehow, someway, |
we have managed to take our
unbelief and superimpose it |
upon God. We think He has put a
barrier between us. But it is WE |
who have put the barrier there. |
Actually, if you were looking for a clearer definition of unbelief, |
you would be hard pressed to find
one. If you were trying to |
describe what it means to walk in
legalism, this would be a good |
way. And if you ever wanted to
know what it means to live "under |
the law," well, there you'd
have it. Any time I make my access |
and fellowship with God depended
upon what I do, then I'm |
walking in unbelief. I have
forgotten the gospel of grace. |
The fact
is, God NEVER puts anything between Himself and |
us. NEVER. Not even when we sin?
Especially not when we sin. |
Indeed, if God's attitude towards
us changed when we sinned, |
as opposed to when we did good,
then there is no grace. God's |
favor would depend upon our
works, instead of upon the |
finished work of Jesus Christ. |
To many
of us who have spent our lives trying to solve the |
sin problem through the means of
religion and religious flesh, |
this Truth sounds too good to be
true. In fact, to many, it is |
such a departure from the pattern
of guilt, condemnation, and |
failure that they have lived in,
that they won't believe it at all. They |
tenaciously cling to the error
that sin MUST come between |
them and God. Anything else, they
reason, and it means that |
God takes sin lightly. |
God does
not take sin lightly. Not the tiniest sin you commit. In |
fact, God takes sin so seriously
that the only way in which He |
could deal with it was by
sacrificing the life of His Son. The |
eternal holiness, justice, and
righteousness of God mandated |
that sin be dealt with. In Jesus
Christ it was. For all time. In Christ, |
God has done all the forgiving He
is going to do. He has dealt |
with sin all He is going to deal
with it. It is finished. No, perhaps |
not all worked out in every way
we can experience, but never- |
theless, it IS finished and
complete. There is nothing which can |
change, undo, or waterdown the
finished victory over sin which |
God has wrought in Jesus Christ. |
That is
why is it certain that God does not put our sin between |
us and Himself. He doesn't insist
that we purge ourselves of |
sin before He will walk with us.
He doesn't demand that we |
do something about ourselves
before He will grant us His |
grace, favor, and freedom. To the
contrary, God takes the |
initiative to continually seek us
out, and to fellowship with us. It |
it only when we won't believe
this, and insist that our sin must |
come between us and God that
there is a problem. It is a problem |
caused by our unbelief, not by
God. |
Do you
realize what this means? It means that all of those |
terrible patterns which have us
convinced that our sins and |
imperfections separate us from
God are LIES. They are lies |
because everything they suggest
is contrary to the very Truth |
of the gospel of grace. They are
lies no matter how real and |
convincing they seem. No matter
how strongly they have |
wrapped themselves around our
emotions and religious thinking. |
They are "strongholds"
and "imaginations" which exalt themselves |
against the true knowledge of
God. God tells us that we must |
cast these down by faith. (see II
Corinthians 10:3-5) |
What
this means is that there must come a point at which we |
refuse to put our sin between us
and God, and begin believing |
that despite our sin, we have
full and unhindered access to God |
through Jesus Christ our Saviour.
It means we have to stop |
believing lies, and begin
believing the Truth. And we have |
nothing less than the power of
the Holy Spirit to show us how |
to accomplish this task. |
There is
a verse in the book of Hebrews which can help |
us see these things. First read
Hebrews 3 and 4. Now focus |
in on 4:1. This verse is
interesting in it's wording. It says, |
"Let us therefore fear,
lest, a promise being left us of |
entering into His rest, any of
you should seem to come short |
of it." |
What is
interesting here is the admonition to fear. God |
always tells us to "fear
not." But here He says, "Let us fear." |
Why? |
Getting
the correct translation helps. The KJV quoted |
above muddles the true meaning.
The verse should read, |
"Let us therefore fear.
lest, a promise being left us of |
entering His rest, any of you
should distrust it." In other words, |
the thing "to fear" is
NOT that we fall short of qualifying for |
the promise of God. No. Rather,
we should fear that we |
won't believe we are qualified in
Christ. God is telling us that if |
there is one thing to fear it is
unbelief. If we won't believe God, |
we aren't giving Him much to work
with. |
This
speaks directly to the habit of putting our sin |
between us and God. To do that is
to believe the lie that |
we don't qualify for access to
God because of our sin. God |
says to refuse to obey that lie.
He says, "Despite your sin, |
which I know all about, believe
and practice unhindered |
access to Me through Jesus
Christ." That is what faith is all |
about. |
We need
to understand that if God is not there for us |
despite our sin, then He isn't
there at all. Either the |
redemption of Jesus Christ is
deep enough to deal with the |
darkest sin of all, or it is no
redemption at all. |
"But, " someone might exclaim, "If I believe that I have |
fellowship with God despite my
sin, am I not creating for |
myself a license for sin?" |
This has
always been the argument of legalists against |
the grace of God. But it is the
result of not having tasted |
of that grace. The grace of God
never results in license to |
sin. If I have believed God and
embraced His grace, |
standing firm in the Truth that
my sin cannot hinder my access |
to Him, the result will not be
license to sin. It will be a growing |
hate of sin. A growing aversion
to it. An eventual freedom |
from it. |
God's
forgiveness for our sin is finished and complete. |
There is nothing we can do to
change that. Certainly our |
sin can't change it, for God's
forgiveness IS for sin! But |
there is more. Even if we won't
believe we are forgiven for |
sin, God has still forgiven us!
It's just that His forgiveness |
won't do us much good if we won't
believe it. If we won't |
pull down the barriers we have
erected between ourselves |
and God and let His forgiveness
reach us, then what other |
way out of sin do we have? |
There is
absolutely nothing which can come between us |
and God! Nothing. Not sin. Not
failure. Not ignorance. Not |
the worst mistakes imaginable.
Nothing, that is, but unbelief. |
Yet the
solution to unbelief is clear: Believe God. Stand |
by faith against all that
contradicts the Truth. Refuse to be |
moved by everything in you that
tells you something other |
than the Truth. Stand if it kills
you. If you do, you will find that |
the old saying proves to be
correct: HE WHO TRUSTS HIM |
WHOLLY, FINDS HIM WHOLLY TRUE.
Nothing, as Romans |
says, can separate us from the
love of God in Christ Jesus |
our Lord. |