Looking at God Through "Dead Colored Glasses" |
by David A. DePra |
Have you ever put on a pair of those toy glasses -- the ones with |
the cardboard frames and the red, plastic lenses? Most kids get |
them at one time or another. They are fun. Everything you look at |
through those red glasses looks different than normal. Everything |
looks, well, sort of red. Except stuff that was already red. That stuff |
looks white. |
Everyone has heard the phrase "looking at the world through |
rose-colored glasses." This is nothing but another way of saying |
that the color of your glasses determine what you see. In other |
words, what is OUTSIDE of you doesn't determine what you see. |
No. YOU determine it. You determine it by who and what you are. |
By your attitude. By your will and agenda. By your subjective |
condition. |
We have examples of this everyday. An event happens. To |
us, it may be a clear as a bell as to what happened. But then we |
hear someone else who witnessed it tell what they saw, and we |
cannot even imagine that they could be so blind, so bias, or so |
totally inept. Yet perhaps they believe what they are saying. |
One thing, however, is for sure. It does not matter whether a |
thousand people tell a thousand different versions of the same |
event. The event nevertheless happened, and it simply could not |
happen a thousand different ways. It happened ONE way. Thus, |
the perception of lots of people is wrong lots of times. It is wrong, |
despite the fact that those people THINK they are right. |
Now, all of that has to do with THIS world. But how about God's |
world? I mean, the kingdom of God. God Himself. The Truth that |
is in Jesus Christ? This is something that has to do -- not with our |
physical perception -- but with our moral and spiritual perception. |
But the dangers are the same as the physical. It is quite possible |
to think you see the Truth, but to be wrong. It is possible that what |
you are seeing, you are looking at through -- not "red" colored |
glasses -- but DEAD colored glasses. |
A Moral Issue |
DEAD colored glasses are what we are born with. Through |
them we view, not just the world, but God Himself. But this "dead" |
color is not physical. It is MORAL. We view life and God from a |
moral perspective which makes it impossible for us to see Truth. |
By "moral," I am not talking about stealing, killing, or lust. I am |
talking about our personal relationship and accountability to God. |
If I am in rebellion against God, I may never actually steal, kill, or |
commit some other act of immorality. But in the eyes of God, I am |
utterly AMORAL. Why? Because I am living in sin. What sin? |
THE sin -- the sin of self-ownership. THE sin of unbelief. The sin |
of self-righteousness. The moral condition of SELF-OWNERSHIP |
colors all that we see, hear, and do -- colors it with the tint of |
death. It makes us unable to see the Truth of Jesus Christ. |
Now, the deception is that you think "dead" IS normal. Get that. If |
all you have ever did was wear those "red glasses," you would think |
that "red" is normal. But, of course, you won't call it "red." You'll call |
it "normal." The same goes for DEAD colored glasses. If they are |
all you've ever looked through, to you, what you see is NORMAL. |
But you will never realize how ABNORMAL you are. |
Deception is a condition wherein you believe that error is the |
Truth -- and are governed by it. And until God Himself begins to |
show us that we are deceived, we will continue thinking that what we |
see is right. But gladly, He already has sent Light into the world. He |
has already begun to show everyone of us that there is Truth which |
can set us free. |
Getting New Glasses |
When I become converted to Christ, I begin to see things from |
a different moral perspective. This is for certain. It is for certain, |
because the WAY I become converted is through precisely that |
change. A fundamental characteristic of conversion is that I have |
a changed moral perspective through repentance and surrender. |
Without that, it is NOT true conversion. |
Therefore, when I become converted to Christ, I do start to see |
things differently. If I have not started seeing things differently, I |
ought to question my conversion. I will see things in a new light |
because I see God in a new light. I have become a new creation. |
All of this results in a changed perspective. |
However, this is only the beginning. I cannot have my mind |
renewed according to the Truth all at once. That is because I |
would cease to be who I am. No. The renewal of my mind, which |
IS my perspective, must occur progressively, and voluntarily. This |
take TIME. |
The thing to remember is that the reason we cannot see things |
the way God wants us to see them is NOT because of brains. It is |
NOT because of education. It is because of the need for a moral |
and spiritual adjustment. We have things IN US which are not |
compatible with the Truth. And they must be cleared and dealt |
with. There is sin, yes, but also ignorance and weakness of the |
flesh. God must deal with these so that we can see Him. |
God often deals with these things by putting us into trials and |
circumstances which will expose them. Or by putting us into a |
situation where the revelation under which we have been living will |
no longer do. Then, having shown us our need, He is able to begin |
to show us Jesus Christ. And as we yield to Him, our spiritual |
perception is enlarged and made clear. |
The COST |
Now, having said that, and all of that being true, it almost sounds |
like it is an easy process to go through. It sounds like a wonderful |
experience which is much to be enjoyed. I would not want to say |
that it is not wonderful or to be enjoyed -- in it's outcome. Truth does |
set us free. But if you think for one moment that the process of |
coming to see the Truth, and then seeing the Truth, and then being |
made conformable to the Truth, is going to be enjoyable, you are |
in for a surprise. It is NOT fun. It will, in fact, cost you everything you |
are. |
Really? How can this be? Isn't grace free? Yep. You don't have |
to pay for grace. It costs you nothing. BUT -- despite the fact that |
eternal life and grace cost you nothing to receive, it may cost you |
everything BECAUSE you have received it. |
Get that. It costs you nothing TO receive what God has for you. |
But it may cost you everything BECAUSE you have received it. |
Why? Because what you have received is NOT of this world. It |
is not. It is of another realm -- an eternal realm. And just because |
you have received it, it does not mean that there is anything about |
you that is adjusted to it. No. Your very being -- the core of who |
you are -- must become adjusted. And THAT is going to cause |
much suffering, and many emotional, spiritual, and intellectual |
upheavals. |
For instance, what if God wants to get you to stop trusting in your |
own understanding of what He is doing in your life, and to begin |
trusting HIM? To some of us, we cannot see the difference |
between trusting OUR understanding of God, and trusting God |
Himself. But we are going to have to see the difference if we are |
going to learn to walk by faith. So what does God do? He puts us |
in a trial where our understanding OF God will not suffice. Then, if |
we stand in faith, we will eventually begin trusting in God Himself. |
Yet it is right here, in these issues, that we find our new pair of |
glasses. We find glasses through which we can see reality. But |
it can be terrifying to our faith. |
There are going to be times, because of the color of the glasses |
through which we know God, that it will be impossible for us to know |
what He is doing, recognize Him, or discern Him. There is no use |
saying it should be possible, or that we ought to be able to see |
Him. We WON'T be able to. It will not matter -- in the immediate |
sense -- how sincere we are, how hard we pray, how much we fast, |
or how desperate we think we are. The question is NOT our |
sincerity, or even our faith. The problem is that, right now, we do |
not have the ability to understand. We CAN'T understand. |
What is the solution? To believe without knowing. To believe |
without seeing. For as ironic as it may seem, once I do that, I AM |
SEEING! I DO have those new glasses on. The glasses of faith |
in God Himself. |
Pure in Heart |
All God asks us to do, when all is said and done, is to keep |
surrendered to Him. This is, of course, faith and obedience. He |
says that if we will embrace and obey what we KNOW, that in time, |
we will come to see the things we do not know. We will grow to have |
our minds renewed according to the Truth. |
Why does it work this way? It goes back to the kind of "glasses" |
we wear. The more we yield to God, the more we are becoming |
one with Him -- morally and spiritually. Thus, the more we will be |
able to see things from His viewpoint -- because we are then |
putting on "new glasses" -- the glasses of faith and surrender. |
Purity of heart means that I am single-minded towards the will |
of God. I am surrendered to His will even if I do not know how to |
work His will out. This purity of heart results in what? Jesus said, |
"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." |
Natural thinking might suggest that we come to see God by |
adjusting our thinking. Brain power. But while we must eventually |
have our minds renewed according to the Truth, and will come to |
understand some wonderful things, we do not come to see God |
by dealing with our thinking. No. We can only see God through |
the "eyes" of a pure heart. Our heart is the real "glasses" through |
which we view God. |
Jesus said so. He said: |
Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust |
corrupts, and where thieves break through and steal. But lay up |
for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust |
corrupts, and where thieves do not break through nor steal: For |
where your treasure is, there will your heart be also. The light of the |
body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall |
be full of light. But if thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of |
darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great |
is that darkness. No man can serve two masters: for either he will |
hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and |
despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon. (Matt. 6: |
19-24) |
Here we see that the intent of our heart -- what our goal is, i.e., |
what we are really looking for -- determines the condition of our |
heart: Of light or darkness. But then the condition of our heart will |
then determine what we see and how we see it. |
Our hearts are purified through obedience to the Truth -- which |
begins with a yielding faith and surrender -- we are able to see |
things more the way God sees them. But more importantly, we will |
be able to see GOD HIMSELF. This will take time, but it will happen |
to anyone who allows God to trash those "dead colored glasses," |
and give them new ones which are according to Jesus Christ. |