Examine Yourself |
To find out what? |
by David A. DePra |
| Examine yourself, whether ye be in the faith. |
| God tells us to "examine ourselves." But what exactly does He |
| mean by that? And how do we "examine ourselves?" |
| These questions are important, because for many Christians, |
| self-examination is the PROBLEM, not the solution. We DO |
| examine ourselves, but we do it to the point where we become |
| obsessed with our spiritual condition. Some of us even become |
| depressed and discouraged from this self-scrutiny. |
| Actually, unless you are completely deceived by your own |
| sense of self-righteousness, you won't come up with much that |
| is good if you examine yourself. What can we point to that is |
| good, or of any merit? Our obedience? Our works? Nope. God |
| already tells us that these provide us with NO merit. Ok. So |
| what are we left with? Our sins, failures, and personality flaws. |
| And being left with those doesn't provide much comfort. |
| Do you see where self-examination really leads us -- if we |
| do it with an open and honest heart? It leads us to a dead-end. |
| It leads us to a place where we see we don't have what we need |
| and have no where to get it. It makes us to realize that we are |
| nothing; spiritually bankrupt. In other words, it leads us to |
| exactly the place God wants us! |
| Self-examination in the light of God's holiness can bring us |
| to no conclusion but that we are nothing save the grace of God. |
| It can leave us with no possibility of escape, except for |
| resurrection in Christ. And that IS where God wants us to be. He |
| wants us to realize our utter helplessness and reliance upon Him. |
| Only then will we stop trying to be something we are not, and |
| begin believing and resting in Jesus Christ. |
| Actually, this becomes clear once we read the entire passage |
| which tells us to "examine ourselves." It says, "Examine |
| yourselves, to see if you are holding to --- WHAT? Good |
| works? No. Wonderful spiritual character? Going to church? |
| No. Serving? No. Bible study? No. All of those are good |
| things. But notice WHY God tells us to "examine ourselves." He |
| says, "Examine yourselves, to see if you are holding to the |
| FAITH." |
| Let's read the entire passage: |
| Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith. Prove |
| your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how |
| that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates? |
| (II Cor. 13:5) |
| Do we realize what we are being told here? God is telling us |
| to examine ourselves, NOT to see whether WE are righteous, but |
| to see whether our faith is in He who is righteous. We are NOT |
| to examine our works, or our spiritual condition, to see if WE |
| measure up. No. No. No. We are to examine ourselves to see |
| whether we are in the faith -- that is -- to see whether we are |
| putting all of that aside and placing our faith and rest in Jesus |
| Christ. |
| The Truth here is fundamental Christianity. But it has been |
| smothered with religiousity for two-thousand years. God is |
| telling us that our spiritual condition depends NOT upon what we |
| do, nor upon what we are. It depends upon foremost upon who |
| we trust. The self-examination of which Paul speaks is unto that |
| end: Upon WHAT is my confidence before God based? Upon |
| my works? Upon my spiritual condition? Or upon Jesus Christ? |
| Practical Christianity |
| Now, if you are like most of the rest of us, when you read this |
| you may say to yourself, "But I already know that. I already know |
| that my faith is not to be in myself, but in Jesus Christ." The |
| question, however, is not whether you know it as a teaching. The |
| real question is whether your faith IS in Jesus Christ, and not in |
| yourself. |
| There are ways to discover whether your faith is in Christ, |
| rather than yourself. So let's look at a few of them, for that is |
| what God is telling us to do. To start, ask yourself: How much |
| does fear and condemnation govern me? Does fear and |
| condemnation govern me when my works aren't too good? Is the |
| only time I have rest in Christ when I perform well before the |
| Lord? Then my faith is not fully in Christ. It is in my works. My |
| works are determining whether I believe I'm right with God. |
| Here is another question: Do I feel like I'm a failure, or falling |
| apart, when God uses my failures to expose me as "less spiritual" |
| than I had hoped? Then my confidence was not based upon |
| HIM, but upon how well I thought I was doing. |
| There is yet another question to ask, which touches upon one |
| of the more subtle areas of unbelief we may have fostered: How |
| does it affect me when I do succeed in obeying God? Does it |
| make me feel as if God owes me something? Do I feel like God |
| has more favor towards me than before? If doing good works |
| seems to "increase" my faith, then again, my works are |
| determining my faith. My faith may not be fully in Jesus APART |
| from my works. |
| Can you see a pattern here? If our confidence before God is |
| either stablized, or shaken, because of what WE do, then our |
| confidence is in what WE do. It is not in what HE HAS DONE. |
| Then we are not holding to faith in Jesus Christ the way God |
| intends. |
| The Truth is, if I really am resting in Christ, then NOTHING I do |
| is going to affect my faith. Does that seem incredible? To most |
| of us, it may, for we have been trained to think in opposite terms. |
| But it is nevertheless the Truth. The message of the gospel is |
| that nothing I do changes the fact that "It is finished." Therefore, |
| nothing I do need hurt my faith in that finished work. |
| The Real Warfare |
| Examining oneself to see if you are "in the faith" is a subject |
| closely related to spiritual warfare. How so? Well, we are to |
| examine ourselves to see if we are standing by faith. But that is |
| exactly the issue at stake in all spiritual warfare: Whether we will |
| stand by faith against all that the enemy might bring. |
| Notice the key word here: STAND. Again and again we read |
| in scripture that our faith is to be a STAND. (Read Ephesians |
| 6:10-18) We wrestle, not to win ground, but to hold ground. |
| And if we will stand and hold that ground, we will actually come |
| into possession of it -- in a way that is experiential and real. |
| What we see here is that our warfare does not consist of trying |
| to win a victory over the Devil. It consists of standing by faith in |
| the victory Christ has already won. In other words, instead of |
| trying to win a victory, our lives are to be spent operating FROM |
| Christ's victory. The goal of the enemy is to get us to move from |
| our stand in Christ to a stand upon a substitute. |
| Now ask: What is the number one vehicle the enemy uses to |
| move from our stand by faith? What does he most often point to |
| to show us that the victory isn't really won? Easy. Our sin and |
| failures. The enemy simply points to US. He says, "See. You |
| wouldn't act like this if Christ had REALLY won the victory. Your |
| failures prove He hasn't. YOU must still try to win it." |
| Note the subtle deception. The Devil doesn't necessarily |
| need to try to get us to overtly sin -- although it is certain he'd |
| be pleased with it if we did. Rather, he simply tries to get us to |
| shift our confidence from uncondtional faith in Christ over to our |
| own performance. And having achieved that goal, he can then |
| endlessly torment us with our failures, for we will NEVER be able |
| to do enough good works to be perfect. |
| Do you see what is going on here? And do you see the ONLY |
| solution? The only hope I have of escaping the hopeless cycle of |
| trying to "win the victory" is to refuse to be moved from faith in |
| Christ's finished victory. I must refuse to allow my faith to be |
| either shaken, or exalted, by my performance or spiritual |
| condition. I must, as Romans tells us, base my whole faith upon |
| the righteousness of God APART from anything I do. (see Rom. |
| 3:21) My whole focus must be away from myself unto Jesus |
| Christ. |
| If this seems an impossible task for you to do, then you can |
| rejoice in that admission. It IS impossible for you to do. But if |
| you will surrender yourself unconditionally to God, God will do a |
| work of reduction and depletion which will bring you to that |
| place. That will not be easy or enjoyable to the flesh. It will take |
| time and progression. But it is Christianity. It is the Cross. And it |
| is the only way to real resurrection life in Jesus Christ. |
| Faith Produces Works |
| Christianity is a life based in faith APART from my own works. |
| But it is important that we understand the place of works in the |
| Christian life, for from Jesus Himself to Paul, everyone who ever |
| preached the real gospel of grace has been accused as being a |
| teacher of licence. So how about it? If Christianity is a life of |
| faith, then where do works fit in? |
| Works, according to the Bible, are to be a product of our faith |
| in Christ. They are to be an outgrowth of believing and resting in |
| our Lord's finished victory. But how does faith produce works? |
| Real faith -- the kind the Bible talks about -- produces |
| works because real faith is not mental assent to Truth. It is an |
| uncondtional surrender to Truth. Or, to put it another way, if I |
| really believe, and am really standing by faith, then I'm going to |
| be surrendered to God in a way which will more and more |
| motivate me unto good works. |
| It is actually a moral impossibility to stand by faith and NOT |
| produce good works. That doesn't mean everything I do will be |
| perfect just because I believe. It doesn't mean I will immediately |
| be free of sin or the flesh in practice. But I will, because of my |
| stand by faith, be growing in the grace and knowledge of Jesus |
| Christ -- unto a life which reflects it. |
| Good Works |
| We live in a time where values, terms, and understanding is |
| being constantly redefined. What used to have a clear meaning |
| is now often completely distorted. Such is the age of "relativism." |
| Nothing is black and white. Everything is relative. |
| This mentality has always afflicted Christianity. Because of |
| that, some Bible terms have come to be somewhat redefined |
| from God's original meaning. They no longer mean what God |
| intended. |
| One term which the Bible uses is "good works." What does |
| that term mean? Most of us would probably define "good works" |
| as "morally upright deeds." Or perhaps we'd say, "keeping the |
| ten commandments." We would not be wrong. But because we |
| don't go far enough with our definition, we could in time limit the |
| meaning of "good works," or, in fact, completely redefine it. |
| According to the Bible, "good works" are only "good" in the |
| eyes of God if they are a product of faith. Conversely, if my |
| works are not of faith, then it does not matter if they appear |
| "good." In the eyes of God, they really aren't. They are of |
| unbelief: "Whatever is not of faith is sin." |
| Notice that closely. Real good works are those I do because I |
| believe. False good works are those I perform because I don't |
| believe. |
| We see here that the real quality of works are determined, not |
| by the action they perform, but by the motivation behind them. |
| In other words, it is more important WHY I do than it is WHAT I |
| do. |
| But wait. How could a person do "good" works in unbelief? |
| Easy. We do them all the time. Anytime I do good works |
| because I think it will win me God's favor, or to appease His |
| wrath, I am doing them because I don't believe the Truth. I am |
| still trying to manipulate God through my works. I don't believe |
| that I have uncondtional forgiveness and access to God through |
| Jesus Christ APART from anything I do. That is legalism. |
| Clearly, the way God defines good and bad works differs from |
| the way we might define them. We usually define works based |
| on whether they meet a certain outward standard. But God |
| defines works based on whether they are "of faith." Good works |
| are motivated by faith. Bad works are not. The outward action, |
| and the outward results of our works, are secondary. |
| Faith Is Rest |
| God wants us to do good works. But He does not want us to |
| do them because we don't believe. He wants us to do them |
| because we do. We see this Truth expressed in one of the |
| dominating characteristics of faith: REST. Faith is REST, |
| not from good works -- but from trying to earn BY MY WORKS |
| what God has freely given me by His grace. |
| Herein is the fundamental point: We are to do good works. |
| Lots of them. We are to stop doing bad works. But we are not to |
| work to EARN anything. We are to believe it is already freely |
| given to us. And because we believe that, it should motivate us |
| unto good works all the more! |
| There are a couple of ways to illustrate this Truth. For |
| instance, most of us have to work for a living. We must perform a |
| task for a wage. If we don't work, we don't get paid. This means |
| that no matter how much we enjoy our work, our underlying |
| motivation is the wage we earn. We need it to live. |
| Now envision yourself inheriting so much money that you no |
| longer need to work. Would you still work? If you would, your |
| motivation for working will have changed. No longer will you be |
| working because you have to. You will work because you want |
| to. You will be at rest from all the pressure which comes with |
| being dependent upon your job. |
| It is like this spiritually. In Christ, we have freely inherited all |
| things. There is nothing left for us to work for. We are free from |
| the responsibility of earning anything from God through our good |
| works. But that doesn't mean we don't DO them. On the |
| contrary, we do them all the more. Why? Because we believe! |
| Because we love! Because Christ is in us! Good works cannot |
| help but flow from our union with Christ. |
| The ONLY means by which we can do God's will, indeed, |
| BECOME His will, is through the solid foundation of faith in |
| Jesus Christ. Unless that foundation is there, then what we build |
| on top of it will be flawed. Thus, rather than promote licence, |
| faith in the real gospel of grace is really the very means by which |
| good works are "really" good in the eyes of God. |
| Are We In the Faith? |
| All of these points are part of self-examination. We are to |
| examine ourselves to make sure that we are believing and resting |
| in Jesus Christ. We are to determine, not whether we are perfect, |
| but whether we are allowing our imperfections to be swallowed |
| up in His death and resurrection. We are to "examine ourselves" |
| to allow God to show us whether we are standing in the faith. |
| For, as Paul concludes, without Jesus, we would be reprobates. |
| We have nothing of ourselves. He is our only hope. |