Finding God in the Impossible Part 2
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Finding God in the Impossible |
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Part 1 of 3 |
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by David A. DePra |
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Have you ever found yourself in what we might term an |
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"impossible situation?" If you are a Christian, you have. Or, you |
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WILL. Impossible situations are a tool God uses to set us free |
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from the old creation, and conform us to the image of Jesus Christ. |
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What exactly IS an "impossible situation?" An impossible |
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situation is one in which you do not have what you need, but have |
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no way of getting it. You are completely without resources. Or you |
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cannot handle what is going on with the resources you do have. |
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You must function in life but cannot seem to function. You cannot |
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go forward, but you cannot go backwards. You are hemmed in, |
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overwhelmed, and there is no solution in sight. |
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Now, it must be noted that an impossible situation can be quite |
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SUBJECTIVE. What this means is that a situation may not really |
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be impossible. But if we think it is, then to us, it is impossible. We |
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just don't see the solution. Consequently, what is difficult for one |
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person may not be difficult for another. We are all unique in our |
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makeup, and at different stages in Christ. We all have different |
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temperments and all have different needs. |
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Right here is where we must establish an important point. That |
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point is this: Trials are real. No doubt about it. But it is more how |
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we REACT to the people and things around us that contributes to |
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the difficulty of a circumstance. There are some things in this life |
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which are difficult for all of us. But there are others which are hard |
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or impossible for me simply because of my personal makeup. The |
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way I react and respond emotionally, intellectually, and because of |
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my temperment, is what makes something impossible for me to |
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deal with. Circumstances always exist completely independent of |
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my reactions. |
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So we have this: An impossible situation is one in which I -- with |
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my personal makeup and spiritual growth in Christ -- do not have |
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what I need. And I do not have any way of getting it. In effect, I am |
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completely at the mercy of God. Unless He takes the initiative to |
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act, there is no solution. |
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Types of Impossible Situations |
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Impossible situations come in all shapes and sizes. Some |
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of them come upon us in the form of circumstances. Events and |
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situations conspire to create for us a trial which seems impossible |
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to overcome. This or that cannot be happening, but it IS happening. |
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And there seems to be nothing we can do about it. Other situations |
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come in the form of relationships. Perhaps what seems to be an |
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impossible marriage, or a relationship between parent and child. |
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Maybe our impossible situation is a terrible work environment. Or |
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perhaps the inability to overcome the death of a loved one. There |
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are also terrible medical conditions and sickness. These can be |
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quite trying; seemingly impossible to deal with. |
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All of those things may be our impossible situation. We, with our |
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personal makeup and place in Christ, cannot seem to function in |
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them. There seems to be no victory or resolution. |
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There is, however, an even more impossible situation for a |
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Christian who is seeking a close walk with Christ. All the trials and |
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troubles are tough to be sure. But there is another issue which can |
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seem even MORE impossible than them all. What is it? |
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The MOST impossible situation is when I cannot seem to function |
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in my relationship with Jesus Christ, because of what is happening |
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in my life. A trial of some kind has come between me and God. It is |
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not that I want it to come between me and God, but it has. I just |
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cannot reconcile what is going on with the Jesus I thought I knew. |
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I cannot think my way through to a resolution, and I cannot seem to |
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even pray my way through to the Truth. I am caught in the middle |
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of a terrible trial of my faith, and there seems no way out. |
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Never say this will not happen to you. Indeed, the very essence |
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of a real trial of faith is exactly as described above. It centers on |
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my personal relationship with Jesus Christ. It disrupts it and makes |
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it difficult. That is what spiritual warfare is all about. |
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Have you ever had your faith tested like that? To where you |
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could hardly live in a relationship with God -- not because you |
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were being deliberately rebellious -- but because what has |
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happened to you has brought out reactions and thoughts in you |
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that seem impossible to overcome? You try to pray but the |
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impossible situation is there. You cry and you try to reason it out. |
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But when you are done, you are still IN the impossible. There |
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seems no answer forthcoming from God. And there is no way out. |
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Job has such a trial. The way he described it is exactly the |
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way many of us feel when we are in what seems to be an |
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impossible situation: |
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Behold, I go forward, but he is not there; and backward, but I cannot |
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perceive Him. On the left hand, where He works, but I cannot |
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behold Him: He hides Himself on the right hand, that I cannot see |
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Him. (Job 23:8-9) |
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Job felt completely trapped. He could not go on -- but had to go |
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on. He could barely figure out what to do the next minute, let alone |
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for the next week. He simply had no point of reference for what God |
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was doing. |
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Again, trials are real. But much of what seems impossible is not |
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from the trial. It is caused by our reaction TO the trial. Yet herein we |
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see a great Truth, and find God's purpose for allowing such things |
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to come upon us: God is doing a work in US. The impossible |
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situation is not really the trial and not really anything "out there" in |
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our environment. The impossible situation is in US. WE need to |
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be set free. |
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The Christian life, as a whole, is actually one big impossible |
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situation. We have nothing of ourselves by which we can overcome |
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anything, or come into the freedom of Christ. But God is not |
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defeated. With God all things are possible. He has a solution for |
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the impossible. |
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The Biblical Example |
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The Bible is filled with examples of where the people of God |
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found themselves in the impossible, and then God delivered them. |
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One of the best examples is found in Numbers 14. God has just |
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delivered Israel from hundreds of years of captivity. At last they |
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were free. He was talking them to the promised land. Accordingly, |
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He gave them specific instructions as to their next step: |
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And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, "Speak to the children |
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of Israel, that they turn and encamp before Pihahiroth, between |
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Migdol and the sea, over against Baalzephon: before it shall ye |
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encamp by the sea. For Pharaoh will say of the children of Israel, |
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'They are entangled in the land, the wilderness hath shut them in.' |
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And I will harden Pharaoh's heart, that he shall follow after them; |
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and I will be honoured upon Pharaoh, and upon all his host; that the |
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Egyptians may know that I am the LORD. And they did so. |
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(Exodus 14:1-4) |
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We know the story. Israel did exactly what God told them to do. |
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They encamped by the Red Sea. And Pharoah did exactly what |
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God said he would do. He came after them. And when these |
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events unfolded, Israel found themselves in an impossible |
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situation. They had no way out. They were hemmed in on all |
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sides, and Pharoah was bearing down on them. |
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Have you ever felt like that? As if you had the Red Sea before |
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you, and the enemy coming down on you? You have no escape, |
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except that God intervene. |
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It is easy to race right by these verses which lead up to Israel |
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getting themselves in this mess, and consequently, to miss one of |
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the most important points of the whole story. Ask: How did Israel |
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get themselves in this impossible situation? Well, they got there |
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by OBEYING GOD! Do you see that? God told them what to do |
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and they obeyed Him. Period. Yet it resulted in an impossible |
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situation -- one which God Himself had predicted. |
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In this should be great hope. It shows us that nothing we get |
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ourselves into is a surprise to God. It also shows us that if we are |
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in a terrible trial -- an impossible trial -- that we may be there only |
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because we obeyed God. The entire thing may be exactly what |
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God wanted from the beginning. |
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Now note: If we are in a trial because of sin -- because of our |
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own fault -- it does not mean these scriptures do not apply. Why? |
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Because even if we get into a mess because of our own self-will, |
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we can, at any time repent, and surrender ourselves, and our |
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circumstances, to God. Then our impossible situation becomes |
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GOD'S impossible situation. Then God will work THROUGH what |
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we have surrendered to Him to accomplish His purpose. |
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God is a REDEMPTIVE God. He is the master as taking the |
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worst we can create and turning it into something good. This does |
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not mean that God will necessarily let us OUT of our trial. No. |
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There may be some situations we will never get out of until we die. |
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But God will use even those things to do a great work in US. In |
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other words, we may still be in the trial, but God will use the |
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impossible situation which we are IN, to accomplish the impossible |
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in US. |
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If we walk with Christ, we are going to find that God does care |
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about our lives and our circumstances. We can take all of these |
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things before Him and ask Him about them. But more than all of |
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those, God cares about US -- about the ETERNAL things in us. So |
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while God does do His will in the external things of our lives, He |
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always works all of those external things together as tools to |
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conform us to the image of His Son. (see Romans 8:28) |
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God's Purpose in the Impossible |
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Israel obeyed God. But because of it, they found themselves in |
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a mess. They had no way out. They did not have what they |
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needed, AND had no way of getting it. Sounds like they were |
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pretty weak, doesn't it? Yep. And God had deliberately brought |
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them to this place. Nothing which had happened took God by |
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surprise. |
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We will get back to Israel at the Red Sea in a bit. But first we |
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must get a grip on God's purpose for allowing such things to come |
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upon us. Why does God want to show us we are weak? Aren't we |
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supposed to be strong? |
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As Christians, we often think that what God wants us to become |
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is some kind of "spiritual giant." God certainly must want us |
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STRONG, we reason. And according to our way of thinking, to be |
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"strong in the Lord" means certain things. It means to be almost a |
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"super-Christian." A "super-Christian" is one which has unwavering |
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faith, no matter what happens. They obey God better than most |
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people, although they are always talking about their imperfections. |
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A "super-Christian" is never confused or discouraged. They are |
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always in a good mood -- always feel like praising the Lord. They |
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have, in effect, "arrived" spiritually. They are past the problems |
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which most other Christians face on a daily basis. |
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Now, there are two types of people who aspire to be this "super- |
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Christian." One type thinks they ARE a super-Christian. This type is |
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the New Testament equivalent of a Pharisee. They say they have |
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great faith in Christ, but really have faith in their faith. Their real |
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confidence is in the spiritual condition to which they think they have |
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arrived. In short, they are blinded by spiritual pride. They don't |
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know their need -- although they talk about it, since they know a |
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super-Christian is supposed to talk about it a lot. |
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The other type of person who aspires to be a "super-Christian" is |
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the much larger group. This group sets up the "super-Christian" as |
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the standard and goal which they suppose God wants. But they |
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are never able to achieve it. Instead of being blinded by the notion |
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that they are a super-Christian, this type of person is constantly |
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frustrated and defeated by the realization that they are NOT. This |
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group of people are those who have put themselves under the |
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law -- whether it be God's moral law or the "law of the super- |
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Christian." But they constantly live under the weight of fear, |
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condemnation, and false guilt. They can never seem to get free. |
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We see that both groups are really trying to accomplish the |
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same thing. Here we called it the "super-Christian." But the Bible |
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has another way of describing it. Paul called it "trying to establish |
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our own righteousness by the law." In other words, any time I set up |
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a standard, and then measure my righteousness by whether I keep |
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it, I am doing just that. I am under the law. I am basing my |
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righteousness, and my standing before God, on what I do, and upon |
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what I am. Instead of upon what Jesus Christ has done. |
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There is, of course, nothing new about us trying to establish |
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and maintain ourselves before God through our works and through |
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our own spiritual condition. Christians do it all the time. But it is the |
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antithesis of the grace of God. And God wants to set us free from it. |
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His primary tool is the impossible situation. |
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The impossible situation is deliberately orchestrated by God for |
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the purpose of showing us how weak we are. It shows us how |
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utterly spiritually bankrupt we are without Christ. It shows that the |
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so-called "super-Christian" is a lie. It is not what God wants. God |
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want to show us how helpless we are, but also how great and how |
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faithful He is. |
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Paul, the Pharisee |
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Paul knew what God was after in his life. He had experienced |
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what it meant to be made weak in himself, that he might be strong in |
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the Lord. It is through his words that we find a wonderful expression |
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of what this all really means. |
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Paul gives an account of his experience in Philippians 3. There |
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we read: |
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I might also have confidence in the flesh. If any other man thinks |
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that he has something he might trust in the flesh, I have more: |
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Circumcised the eighth day, of the stock of Israel, of the tribe of |
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Benjamin, an Hebrew of the Hebrews; as touching the law, a |
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Pharisee. Concerning zeal, persecuting the church; touching the |
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righteousness which is in the law. (Phil. 3:4-6) |
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Paul is leading up to something in this chapter, but in order to |
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do it, he must first rehearse to us his credentials. Paul was the |
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greatest Pharisee who ever lived. He had every spiritual |
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credential you could want in that day and age. Yet despite that, |
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he says -- what? Notice his words: |
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But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ. |
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Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of |
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the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the |
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loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ. |
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Paul had to LOSE all those things to gain Christ. But notice |
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something here about what Paul had to lose: Not ONE of them was |
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sinful. Not one. Paul doesn't say he has to be set free from SIN in |
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order to gain Christ. Nope. He says he has to be set free from |
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those things which were gain to him -- that is -- from those things |
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which he might use to otherwise establish himself before God in his |
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own righteousness. |
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Now here is the point: None of the things Paul listed were sinful. |
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But because Paul used them to make himself righteous they were |
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tools of a great sin -- in fact -- tools of the greatest sin of all. You |
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see, because Paul was the greatest Pharisee of all he could later |
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say that he was the greatest sinner of all. That is because the |
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greatest Pharisee uses his own works to establish himself as |
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righteous before God. That is unbelief. It ignores the righteousness |
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which can come only by faith in the finished work of Christ. |
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Herein we see the definition of legalism. Legalism is not law- |
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keeping, or the doing of good works. No. Legalism is USING my |
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works, or USING anything about ME, to establish myself before |
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God. In effect, legalism is faith in my works, in my spiritual |
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condition, or in my FAITH, or in my own righteousness. It is |
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opposed to real faith -- which must be in Christ alone. |
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Paul had every spiritual credential you could want for that day. |
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He had kept the letter of all of God's law. But it was precisely all of |
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those "good" things that he had to lose. Not because they were |
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bad. But because Paul was using them for a bad purpose: To |
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establish his own righteousness. |
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How about us? What do I use to maintain myself before God? |
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To keep myself righteous? Do I use my works? My spiritual |
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condition? My experiences with Christ? My history? My maturity? |
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God says there is NOTHING I can use to be righteous in his eyes. |
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So why do I use these things to make myself righteous in my OWN |
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eyes? I am deluded. I am NOT believing the Truth in Christ. |
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The Truth in Christ is this: I am righteous only through a FOREIGN |
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righteousness which is imputed to me: That which is by faith in |
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Jesus Christ. Completely APART from anything about ME! |
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Losing to Gain |
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Paul said he had to LOSE all of these things to GAIN Christ. |
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What does it mean to LOSE those things? Does it merely mean |
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that Paul wasn't a Pharisee anymore? |
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No. Although it's true that he wasn't. Paul is talking about more |
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than an external loss of position, etc. He is talking about LOSING |
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that part of HIMSELF which benefited from using those external |
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things unto his own righteousness. In other words, Paul is talking |
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about the loss of religious flesh, and of spiritual pride. Paul had to |
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suffer the loss of his personal sense of self-righteousness! |
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Now, this cannot happen merely by reading a book, or by |
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coming to the realization that it must happen. It can only happen by |
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happening! That which we know is the Truth must be experienced. |
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So Paul had to be put through many experiences which would |
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cause him to lose those things which were unto gain for him, that he |
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might gain Christ. Some of these experiences were impossible |
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situations. |
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So here we see the primary purpose for the impossible situation. |
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It is through the impossible situation that God depletes and reduces |
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us -- causes us to lose those things which make us strong in |
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ourselves. The impossible situation -- IF we will respond to God |
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and surrender to Him -- will set us free from our personal sense of |
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self-righteousness. God will in it expose us from what we have |
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always been: Spiritually bankrupt. Then, and only then, will be |
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able to rest in HIS righteousness by faith alone. |
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This is exactly what Paul said happened to him. Notice the |
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progression he describes next: |
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I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, |
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WHY? |
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That I may win Christ, and be found in Him, |
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Not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, |
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BUT RATHER |
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That which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness |
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which is of God by faith. |
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WHY? |
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That I may know him, |
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and the power of his resurrection, |
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and the fellowship of his sufferings, |
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WHICH ARE THE RESULT OF |
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Being made conformable unto his death; |
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If by any means I might attain unto the resurrection of the dead. |
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Can we possibly see what Paul is saying here? He is not merely |
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saying that losing our sense of personal righteousness makes it |
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EASIER to be found in Christ. No. He is saying you MUST lose it! |
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You MUST lose your own righteousness if you want to be "found |
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in Him, not having your own righteousness, but having the |
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righteousness of God by faith." You MUST allow God to purge out |
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of you that inner strength of religious flesh. You must be willing to |
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lose every sense that you can be righteous because of anything |
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about you. |
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Notice how Paul then progresses. Having said that he HAS |
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suffered the loss of all of his personal self-righteousness, and |
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having said that he HAS embraced the righteousness of Christ |
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which is by faith, Paul tells us the result: That I may know Him, and |
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the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings. |
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Then Paul adds, as a kind of summary of all of the above: |
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Because I have suffered the loss of my own righteousness, I have |
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been "made conformable unto His death, if by any means I might |
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attain unto the resurrection." |
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It could not be plainer as to what the pivot point is for every one |
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of these deeper experiences in Christ: Losing my own sense of |
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righteousness, and standing only by faith in Jesus Christ. It is THAT |
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which Paul says led him to knowing Christ, and the power of His |
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resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings. It is THAT which |
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Paul says conformed him to the death of Christ, and was, right then, |
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preparing him for the resurrection. |
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A Thorn in the Flesh |
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God used what must have seemed like an impossible situation |
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in the life of Paul, in order to bring him to the place where the |
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righteousness of Christ was his only righteousness. Paul calls it a |
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"thorn in the flesh." Although this "thorn" was only one of many of the |
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vehicles God used in the life of Paul, it appears that it was a major |
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tool in Paul's growth. |
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We read of this "thorn" in his second letter to the Corinthians: |
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And lest I should be exalted above measure through the |
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abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the |
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flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted |
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above measure. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it |
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might depart from me. And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient |
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for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly |
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therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ |
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may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in |
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reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's |
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sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong. (II Cor. 12:7-10) |
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Paul had been given incredible revelation from God. But as he |
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would elsewhere write, "Knowledge puffs up," (see I Cor. 8:1), there |
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was in this a danger. The danger was that Paul would become |
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exalted in pride over what he had received. So God had to allow |
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this "thorn" to come upon Paul. |
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Now note: Paul tells us precisely WHY he was given the thorn. |
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He says, "LEST I be exalted above measure." The thorn was for |
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the purpose of depleting and reducing Paul of his own strength. |
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Clearly, we are not here talking about physical strength, although |
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the physical might have been involved as part of Paul's trial. The |
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thorn, however, was predominately spiritual. We know that because |
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Paul talks about the results of the thorn: Infirmities, reproaches, |
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necessities (lack and constraint) , persecutions, and distresses. All |
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of these resulted from the thorn. They all worked to do -- what? To |
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make Paul WEAK, so that in Christ, he would be strong. |
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Right here we find a principle in the workings of God. It is not a |
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comfortable principle, or an easy one to swallow. But we might as |
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well learn it sooner, better than later. That principle is this: God |
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must make us weak, in order that we be strong in Christ. There is |
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no use trying to say we can become strong in Christ any other way. |
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We WON'T. It simply isn't something a human being is capable of |
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achieving. |
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The tendency of our nature is that we will cling to every last |
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ounce of pride and self until the end. We will do this even while we |
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are saying to God, "Please make me weak." It is simply the way |
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we are. It is almost as if the flesh has a mind of it's own. Thus, we |
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cannot crucify ourselves, or make ourselves weak. Neither can we |
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become weak the way God wants us weak simply by willing |
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ourselves as such -- and skipping the pain. Rather, God must |
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bring about the thing which He alone knows will do the job. It will |
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strike at the heart and core of what makes us tick. It will be the |
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thing -- or series of things -- which will bring us to the end of |
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our own righteousness and strength, and keep us fully reliance by |
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faith in Jesus Christ. |
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Paul's trial was so intense that he besought the Lord three times |
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to remove it from him. This holds a lesson for us. First, we should |
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pray things through to God, until we get an answer. Paul did not |
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stop praying after the first and second time. He only stopped |
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asking for God to remove the thorn after he got an answer from |
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God. Second, once God does answer, and we KNOW that it is |
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His final word on the matter, it's time to yield and surrender. We |
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may not get the answer God wants, but it is His will. |
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Herein we see another hard lesson. There are some impossible |
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situations we will never escape in this life. At least not physically |
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or circumstantially. We MUST remain in them because we need |
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them. But if we yield to God -- and that is a big IF -- we will BECOME |
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something in Christ through them. Paul never did get out of his |
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impossible situation. But through it, and because of it, he became |
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weak in himself and strong in Christ. The "thorn" did it's job. |
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Back to the Beginning |
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Before God did His work in Paul, Paul thought he had achieved |
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a certain righteousness before God -- based on works. Paul likely |
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had no idea what real righteousness in Christ was all about. Like |
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most of us, he was probably blinded to it. |
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Christians today are the same. Despite knowing all the Bible |
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verses and doctrines to the contrary, many of us continue to |
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operate under the dynamic of "works-based acceptance" before |
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the Lord. We still think that our works determine God's forgiveness, |
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His love, and our standing before Him. We are blind to grace. |
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As mentioned earlier, those of us who are blind to the grace of |
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God fall into two camps. The first are those of us who are like the |
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Pharisees. We think our works and performance before God is |
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good. We are happy with ourselves. So we think God is happy |
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with us. Thus, we based our standing before God on our works, |
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and think those works are pretty God. We feel pretty good about |
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ourselves before the Lord. But then there are others who do not |
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feel very good about themselves. We feel like total failures when |
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it comes to our works, our attitudes, and our Christian walk. Thus, |
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we think that is also the way God feels towards us. We live in fear, |
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condemnation, and false guilt -- all products of being "under the |
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law." |
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BOTH of these types need to lost their own righteousness. They |
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are both trying to be righteous through works. The former think they |
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had achieved it. The latter think they haven't. But both have missed |
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the Truth: We are righteous only by faith in Jesus Christ. |
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This tendency to try to make myself righteous is something which |
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afflicts everyone of us. No one is excluded. Even those who never |
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seem to think about the issue have it in them. It is part of what it |
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means to be born in Adam. Flesh is flesh. And when we become |
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Christians, it often turns into RELIGIOUS flesh. |
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We see this tendency if we go back to the garden of Eden. |
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Before Adam sinned, the Bible says he was naked, but NOT |
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ashamed. After Adam sinned, it says that he was naked, but |
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AFRAID. Indeed, Adam hid himself from God. He even tried to |
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make himself a covering of fig leaves. |
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Now notice what Adam was trying to do: Cover his nakedness. |
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In other words, FIX what sin had done. Compensate for sin. Make |
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himself whole. Make himself RIGHTEOUS and acceptable in the |
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eyes of God. Adam used fig leaves. We use good works, and |
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any number of other religious things. Those are OUR fig leaves. |
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Note that the fig leaves are not what is bad. It is our use of them. |
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Thus, we find a definition in this of legalism. Legalism is not laws. |
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It is not law-keeping. Rather, it is the USE of my law-keeping -- the |
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use of my "fig leaves" -- to try to make myself acceptable to God. |
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We try to use fig leaves to cover our true condition -- that of |
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being spiritually bankrupt and naked. But God says, "I want to peel |
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off these fig leaves and expose you for what you really are. And if |
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you will let Me, you will find true freedom. You will see your |
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total helplessness and then, and only then, rest in the only source |
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of righteousness: Jesus Christ. |
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The brutal Truth is: I will not embrace Christ as my righteousness |
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until I see how barren I am. I will not. And the only way to see this is |
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for God to expose me as weak and spiritually bankrupt. For this |
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work, He will often use an impossible situation. He will use some |
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equivalent of Paul's thorn. Then, if I yield, I will be brought back to |
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where Adam was in the garden: Naked and fully dependent upon |
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God. |
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The Nature of Freedom |
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Human nature -- under the blindness of sin -- cannot understand |
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the true nature of freedom. We think that to become weak in |
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ourselves means to be downtrodden and depressed. We think it |
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means to hate ourselves or call ourselves names. And surely, we |
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reason, God would not want us walking around in this condition. |
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What we don't see is that being downtrodden and depressed |
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about ourselves is not freedom at all. It is not the product of having |
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repented of sin, or of being made weak in ourselves. Rather, it is |
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the result of continuing to be strong in our self, and focused upon ME |
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and MY works as the thing God looks at in determining whether He |
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loves me. |
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In the final analysis, if I supposedly hate myself, I have the same |
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problem as someone who is thrilled with themselves. Both of us are |
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focused on ourselves. Both of us are looking at ourselves and our |
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works, and basing our righteousness upon it. It's just that I'm not |
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happy with myself. My counterpart is. And both of us are deceived. |
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True freedom does not result in spiritual pride, or in spiritual |
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defeat -- because of ourselves. Indeed, I am out of the picture all |
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together. True freedom is freedom from self. It is a focus upon |
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Christ. |
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What this brings us to is the gospel. But not merely doctrine or |
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teaching. Not merely words on a paper -- even if they are true |
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words. The reality of Jesus Christ will bring us to the place where |
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we believe and rest in NOTHING about ourselves, but totally in |
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Him. That is freedom. His righteousness -- which is completely |
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independent of anything we do -- is OUR righteousness. |
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Into the Impossible |
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As we have seen, we can -- and must -- believe in the fact that |
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our righteousness is in Christ alone. But once we embrace this |
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Truth as FACT, we must then go on to experience it. We must |
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BECOME in accordance with this Truth. |
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This is God's purpose in the impossible situtation: To cause us |
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to suffer the loss of our faith in ourselves, in our own righteousness, |
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and in our own spiritual condition. To suffer the loss of everything |
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that we might use to maintain ourselves before God. It will set us |
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free from the delusion of being self-righteousness, and it will set us |
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free from the frustration of not being righteous at all. It will cause us |
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to know Christ and to stand in His righteousness alone. |
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So you see, God doesn't want us strong. He doesn't want us to |
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be a "super-Christian," or a spiritual giant. He wants little children. |
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He wants us weak in ourselves that we might be strong in Him. But |
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being strong in the Lord is exactly that: We have nothing to stand |
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on except Christ alone. |
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At the Red Sea |
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We left Israel at the Red Sea. They were in an impossible |
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situation. They were trapped, with no way out. And they had |
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gotten into that mess by obeying God. |
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God had a solution for Israel. And the solution He gave them |
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stands today as His solution for us in any impossible situation |
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into which He may bring us. Indeed, the historical experience of |
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Israel being delivered to Egypt, and brought through to the |
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promised land, carries a spiritual lesson for us as Christians today. |
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Egypt, of course, is a "type" of the realm of darkness. It typifies |
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sin, but really the entire old life. Egypt was where Israel lived and |
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operated before God delivered them. They were born into Egypt. |
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Until God delivered them, Egypt was all they knew. They were in |
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complete bondage there. |
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Pharoah is often compared to Satan. But this suggestion breaks |
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down once you get Israel out of Egypt and Pharoah pursues them. |
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We'll see how in a minute. We'll see that Pharoah is not Satan, but |
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rather a "type" of OUR old man. |
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Thus, we see that Israel was born into slavery in Egypt, the fallen |
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realm. IN Egypt, they were kept in slavery by their master, the old |
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man in Adam. There was no escape. The spiritual type is quite |
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apt. |
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Then we come to God's actual deliverance. Most of us know the |
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story. God sent Moses to ask Pharoah to "let my people go." He |
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gave Pharoah chance after chance to voluntarily let Israel go. But |
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Pharoah kept changing his mind. He would harden his heart, God |
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would bring a plague, and then he would relent. But once God lifted |
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the plague, Pharoah once again hardened his heart. |
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Pharoah |
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There is a question which needs to be asked about this: Why |
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did God go back and forth like that with Pharoah? Afterall, God |
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could have simply destroyed Egypt and the problem would have |
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been solved. Or, He could have empowered Israel to defeat them. |
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But no. We have God going back and forth with Pharoah, in order |
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to get him to voluntarily let God's people go. Why? |
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Well, the answer comes back to the fact that Pharoah is a "type" |
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of our old man in Adam, that is, our flesh. God was illustrating that |
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no matter what plagues He brings upon the flesh, that the flesh will |
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never obey God. It CANNOT. A bad tree cannot produce good |
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fruit. It doesn't matter how many times we promise or how hard we |
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try: Our flesh cannot obey God. The best we can do is get |
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really religious and fake it for awhile. |
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There was only one thing God could do with Pharoah. Pharoah |
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had to DIE. Now, this began with the death of the first born. This |
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cut-off all inheritance -- which, in that culture, essentially cut-off their |
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ability to perpetuate themselves as a kingdom. In this we see that |
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through the death of Christ, OUR geneology is cut-off forever. We |
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are free from inheriting the sins of our fathers. We are free from the |
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sin of Adam. We are born again within a new creation. |
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Now note: God will not and cannot try to fix the old creation. No. |
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The old creation must die. It did in Christ. And this was typified in |
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the death of the first-born, and later, in the death of Pharoah himself. |
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Passover |
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It was on the night of the first Passover that all of the first born of |
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this kingdom of darkness died. The power of Satan, inherent in |
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the Egypt realm, was broken. |
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Now ask: How much did Israel DO to deliver themselves? Not |
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one thing. They simply came under the Blood. They believed. |
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And because they did, they were set free. By the end of that night, |
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Israel was totally free from Egypt. Pharoah had relented. Indeed, |
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Israel was as free as they were going to get. They could not be |
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MORE free. |
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The point here is this: It was finished. When Israel walked out |
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of Egypt that next morning, they WERE delivered. Nothing could |
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change that. |
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Let's suppose, however, some of them wanted to stay behind. |
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Then what? Well, they would have still been delivered, but would |
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have been refusing to walk out into their freedom. Nothing we do |
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and nothing we believe or disbelieve can change the fact that |
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God has cut-off Egypt. We are no longer in bondage. We are |
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set free in Christ. But we do have to BELIEVE. Or our deliverance |
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will do us no good. |
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Pharoah, however, once again changed his mind. He pursued |
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Israel. Despite the fact that his power was broken on passover |
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night -- typifying the death of Christ -- and despite the fact that |
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Israel had risen the next morning to a new life of freedom -- typifying |
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the resurrection -- Pharoah was still around. He was now coming |
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after Israel, threatening to destroy them. |
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Here again we see Pharoah as a type of flesh. We ARE free in |
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Christ from the power of the old man of flesh. But he won't go |
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quietly, will he? No. He is like Pharoah, pursuing us and acting as |
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if he has the right to bring us back into captivity. And you know |
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what? God lets him! God uses him as a basic tool in the impossible |
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situations of our lives. |
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Have you ever felt as if those things which you were certain you |
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were free of were now coming down upon you once more, seeming |
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to be there as strong as ever? Perhaps you have walked out of |
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Egypt and started your new life in Christ. But just around the corner |
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there is Pharoah again. You thought you were free. But all of a |
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sudden you are in an impossible situation. You have no way out. |
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It is tempting at that point to react the way Israel reacted. It is |
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a temptation to say, "Because there were no graves in Egypt |
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have You taken me away to die in the wilderness? Why have You |
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dealt this way with me?" (see Ex. 14:11) In other words, "God, I |
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trusted You. I believed I was delivered from sin; from the flesh. But |
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here I am in this mess. Why have you allowed this?" |
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God has already told us why: Pharoah must die. The freedom |
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we now fully possess in Jesus Christ as a reality must be literally |
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experienced. THAT is why God has allowed this -- the impossible |
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situation. |
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It is one thing to be delivered out of Egypt. But now we must pass |
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through one experience after another, typified by the impossible |
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situation at the Red Sea, in order to have the freedom which is ours |
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made experiential and articulate in us. Our deliverance on |
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Passover night and the next morning was real. But now we are |
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going to experience the realness of it at the Red Sea. |
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Thus what he see is this: The experience at the Red Sea |
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typifies -- not a one time event in the life of a Christian. It typifies a |
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spiritual process -- one which we must pass through over and over |
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again on many levels in our Christian experience. Salvation -- death |
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and resurrection in Christ is REAL. But we must, over and over |
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again, see the defeat of the flesh and the victory of Christ over it |
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made manifest. This happens at the Red Sea -- at the Red Sea |
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which we have in US. |
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God gave Israel a four-fold solution to those impossible |
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situations of our Christian walk. He said, "Fear not, stand still, and |
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see salvation." Then He added, "Move forward." In these four |
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things we find the gospel, and the blueprint for faith that God has |
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provided for finding Him in the impossible. |
Finding God in the Impossible Part 2